Monday 15 July 2013


Confessions of the soul!

As of late I have had countless dreams and visions that have been extremely overwhelming, I know this is due to the fact that I have found this forum and the precious few of the Fallen, flashbacks and memory surges have been constant, so now I believe I may have pieced together a very important part of this puzzle we are all trying solve, it is very hard to make this confession and there may be those who have a hard time believing, and that is just as well, I myself still question what I am about to write- but as always we take these things with a grain of salt and see what transpires...

I grow tired of this weary existence; I honestly don't think I have much left to give. I know what has been asked of me, a sacrifice that will end all suffering and bring unity to all, especially to those who chose hate and jealousy over love and acceptance. My sister the Star joins me in my quest for salvation and eternal balance, together we "right the wrongsthat our twin flames are responsible for, The Fall and Betrayal that started it all. We were approached by the "Source" and asked to carry out this insufferable deed, but we both humbly accepted, knowing that in the end we would all be reunited as family, lovers joining as one after centuries of painful separation.

The fog has cleared and the truth of who we are and why we came becomes common knowledge to all. It was a painful lesson to be learned and I have felt empty and hollow for so long I'm not sure I would know how to act once face to face with the Angel who loved me, destroyed me and has spent the last remaining centuries begging for my forgiveness…After he realized his horrible mistake he let me glimpse at the love we shared before the Fall, words cannot explain what we shared and yet I know I need not explain such an emotion the the members here, each and every one of you have experienced the same love in some way, shape or form.

My Angel I speak of is the very one who betrayed us all, the very one who carried out punishments so vile and cruel, and as he carried out these gruesome acts he not only managed to punish and curse those he once thought traitors and beneath him, he in turn punished and cursed himself - through me. I am living proof of his chastisement and forever dwell in this purgatory that he alone created - I guess some would call this "Poetic Justice"...

The very night I found this forum a terrible storm raged outside, he realized that I would discover a truth that only he wanted to reveal, but it was just as well that I was informed by the brothers he deceived. I'm sure by now you have figured out who my Angel is - Michael - and now to reveal the name I was given at birth - I AM Michele - soul mate to Michael. Where once he betrayed you - now I redeem you. Yes "Poetic Justice" indeed.

I guess it would be the same for the soul mates of the rest of the Shadow. We all have suffered the same fate, some worse than others.
I guess thats all for now
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